beri late le...

Sianz...now 5.22pm le...later have to go to work. Than still very tired and no mood now... just now the last thing i remmeber was jas sms mi that jess's bf comming to the outing .....i ji tao sianz than go back to slp le. haiz......i dun wanna feel jealous when i go. So better is i at home jealous. If see them outside i tink i dunno what i do and ½ way missing le. Sianzzz..
Now no appetitite to eat again.....see the fried rice at mi table here....put in mi mouth i also taste nothing. no one love me. i gotta physco myself again. Even if theres hope in me one day, But always its me whoes onesided. i hate meself for tat.

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