Its 2005~!!!

Yoz Diary!! its 2005~!! wooot woot!! i'm so happy and no more stress le nehx!!! :D hehe...hmmmm y happy?? this is how mi day goes man~!! fun!
Wake at 4pm neh! than meet daniel at ginza play counterstrike, starting on form la...lolx...cause got gal looking beside mi(dunno who lai de) than go liaoz...lol, like no show to perform than no frags liaoz lor~! :P

8pm, wait for joreen finish her thingy than mi,dan and her go meet ray at suntec, i planner ma..lolx...so much de fun!! met ray liaoz, chat a while, tok tok, than head off to somerset to meet mi other frenz~ but neber intro to each other's grp..starting think a bit 2 much to handle la.~! lolx~~

Than meet moi fren at around 11pm nehx...cause drag ma~ at suntec, than after met lena, took dan,jo,ray go cine, they book table wanna play pool....but a bit pai seh sia...i fly a bit of aeroplane go pei lena they all~~ :P

Met a few new pple, the twins : jessie and her sis, then the twin's sis's stead than lolx...i a bit short term memory de nehx..~! only the one that left mi wif a ke ai impression was jessie sia~ a cute cute gal nehx..than a bit jap also, woot....lolx...actually ask lena to sort of ask got like interested anot sia...but she got stead de nehx...so 2 bad de nehx~! but still frens la! i not so moody le...cause its 2005~! a brand new year and a brand new mi~!!!! :D

Okie okie,,,wif lena and her grp, we from cineleisure, jessie got 1 snow spray nia..so i bought 5~!! lolx..let them play~ than walk from cine,play till plaza sing there sia~! haha...fun leh! go spray dunno who than they revenge spray us...etc lol...i tio ambush till whole body i tink like .......WHITE!! lolx hahaha....Spray till 1 am liaoz than jessie they all go watch movie, so i go meet daniel they all back.

Played pool ½ way i go smk that time come back got pple challenge our table sia..but dan tag team ray won sia~~! :D lolx~ btw...starting play pool i si bei on form wor!! :D so the in the mood sia~! happy happy happy!! :D than play till i tink about 3 plus gonna 4 liao, i take dan,jo,ray meet marcus at mad monk in boat quey~~

A bit sad that jo,dan,ray wanna go home so de early, i tink cause hungry ba~ than no food. So.. they went home, i pei marcus and his grp than taun till 6am till mrt comes and i say byeZ to all of them le~ :D hmmm.....okie end le...reach home le :D shag man~!
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Near to the end of the year~

Hmmm...a few more days left till the end of the year...and its countdown anot i also dunno...hope not to walk here and there, find one place settle down i happy le...than today dam sick...headache...like floating in the air sia~~ mi heart wif xintian, mi soul dunno fly where, mi body at company = bei ta han..than tell supervisor i take cab home..than now here i am writing this.

At home not tat jia luck, in company cold like hell than dunno y feel so uneasy sia~~ tomolo hope the day will be better ba....haiz..~~ anyway, yesterday got dream of xintian, but become nightmare dunnno y...a bit blur the dream but i know in the end is she leave mi again. Maybe i not good enough for her ba~

Another day passes by

Now wednesday le....si bei boring ...now 11.30am wake up miss her alot, but dreamed seeing her so happy and i was so far far away from her. Later on still have to go to work than dunno think i slp again ba...hope to have dreams of her.

Tink i cannot 4get the smile on her face, like a sunshine tat brighten up mi day, i'm just a little guy who wans love from someone. If it is so hard to get it, i dun tink i wan it anymore. I just wan her only and only her~

Today a bit sick. Si bei leh chey when sick have to go to work....but at home i will miss her more de...hope when time passes, i will 4get her ba...may it take 1 year 2 year or 3 years, i dunno. just wish that she will be happy 4ever, she dun wanna see mi than i'll make my self go away and be the invisible man again~

Thinking and pondering~~

Sianz..whole night tinking about problems man...can't get it out of my head~ Dunno wat can i do now.....4get about it issh really beri hard for mi when i had believe everything in front of mi issh gonna last 4ever. but fate issh play a prank on mi so i only can see things fly away from mi one by one.

Hmmm...joke about yesterday at work is i almost got heart attack caused by mi friend who scared mi while i was concentrating on mi work. Finish ½ way and he pop out and ask mi a question toking quite loudly...liew....Ren Xia Ren, Xia Shi Ren....dun do it again sia...now i more alert liaoz...got thing happen i go into moi boxing mode liaoz le~

Tomolo i off...wanna go watch kong fu..but tink is i alone again go watch the movies...sianz and tired being a loner again le...think i tomolo i go to...ermmm..suntec watch ba.... got ddr also..maybe play a few rounds but hope mi leg dun break can le... watch afternoon de kongfu....hope tomolo can at least jio someone out there wif mi ba..or else sianz le~~

YawnZ yawnz~!

Hmmmm...christmas day issh over le, than now at home, slp till so late...haha..later have to go to work sia..cannot watch kong fu nehx~ hmmm..think i go jio ting ting out on tuesday or wednesday ba~
Nothing to do liaoz. The love problem i tink also dunno wat is there left to do le. Xin Tong also like tat, miss her also like tat, so i tink i need to find a hobby soon liaoz or i go siao siao liaoz...lolx~
About hobbies ah...still not confirm yet wat i wanna do le...my life also dunno wat to do sia...wanna be own boss but a bit leh chey nehz~ so must planning time le....Anyway, hope to find really a true love la...dun think xintian wanna be le.

~So time flies and when time goes by, hope a gal will like me and be forever mine~

Is it really happy tat its christmas finally?

Its finally christmas....and i thought i will be very happy thru the whole nite and day.....but dunno y i keep thinking tinking tinking...i hate tat.... i dunno wat to do le....it looks like more and more pple hate mi and ignore mi...and wats more i dunno wat i did wrong man..
This life of mine really sux. Y issh this happening to mi. I just wan a normal life wif a normal love. Is it really so hard to get it? Sooooooo confuse and sooooooooo headache~! yesterday go eat, than neber count down. at yuki yaki eat ice cream. sianz man.
Than actually wanna go hotel slp de...than issh the hotel rules cannot so many ppple in a room to taun...so cannot. walk here and there than finally walk back to cineleisure to play pool...play till morning than take bus go home le...
Worst issh in the bus i cannot slp, keep thinking of things which i dun wanna think. reach home no mood than now at com le....Fcking no life liaoz~ and going crazy if pple still ignore mi

Its finally christmas eve le`~

Hmmm..later gonna bath than go meet daniel play cs at ginza...than most probably issh later going to orchard ba...i also dunno the plans yet..than see wat i can do lor...anyday of "fun" i hope ba....yawnz man...sianz si nehx...alone = sux.~
Than wish all really a merry christmas and enjoy ba all~~~ wah...just wake up sianz....
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Merry christmas to moi...not to all~~ hahaha

Hmmmm...shit man ah~ thought today christmas eve sia...than today 23rd nia lehx...lolx....after work slp a while than get ready to go out le.....than mi fren told moi issh tomolo sia~ pek chek...and nothign to do sia~
Anyway....nothing to do than just now go bugis wif ruishan,karen and kenneth...lolx....go play cs wor!~ haha...but sometimes dun like there play cause...cause.....na bei~! si bei Zhua~!! hot sia there...
Than play till i tink 9.30pm than that rui shan wanna go eat long john ...lolx...now than know her fav food issh long john sia...everytime eat long john de nehx! lolx....eat bei sianz one nehx she...
Than on the way home nothing to do sia...smk, than reach home, now on the computer table si bei sianz...now 11.35pm le...boring sia~ wanna go chiong but no one pei mi nehx! than alone go ma chiam more sianz diaoz nehx!


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Arghhh..boring ah`

Hehehe~~

Yoz...highlight moi hair le hor..but colour fade a little sia ~ lolx...ma chiam bleach liaoz :P than heres a pic of moi~! :D

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Winnnnerr!!!

HAHA...today at company shiok...do so much work sia!! like a challenge wor! haha...highest record yet issh 5mappings...now i done 6 wor!! whoooo hoooo~! :D hehehe...than finally wednesday le...tomolo christmas eve le...although alone, but still have to past this day la~!!
Than miss alot of pple, but trying hard to keep mi self busy so i wun think of unhappy things le....sianz si nehx.~!! go play game le! sayonara!! :D

Siao liaoz man..

Oops ah...just now go work that time fall asleep the whole damn night wor :P si bei pai seh man....the pple page mi and i slp like a SI zhu wor :P hehe...sorry about that man.... Before go work i go highlight hair ma :P keke...now purple le norh!! yipeee~! :D hehe...next thing wana pierce ear, but always forget when go out de nehx~!
Than at work si bei headache slp so long sia...but lucky i slp..if neber i confirm sick de nehx....got a big headache than ma chiam floating in the air man.. :S weird weird de....
Than just now off work i go MAc at jurong eat moi breakfast....lolx ....whole day neber eat cause have to rush work(cause i lazy zhu neber do) than i chiong last min de nehx :P hehhe

Hey hey hey~~

Hmmm.....back from work le....a few more days to christmas eve le...sianz diaoz le....no one to pei mi Du Guo tat day sia....think as usual de la..hang around wif mi friends and envy them...etc ....si bei sianz...
Than wish everyone a merry merry christmas ba.... haiz~~ All i wan for christmas issh someone to love moi back...But think santa got mi on the beri bad bad list ba~~ haha :P

New blogger finally up le~~

Dear diary...so long neber write in here le...pai sehs si nehx...hmmmm..than today went to see ocean 12~~ not bad show la....quite strategic~~ =D
Than before that, i at home slping tat time....haiz...got nightmare...hope no more le plz...if this is retribution...i guess u played mi good enough le ba...3 relationship already make mi si wan le...so no more plz~?
HAHA..going crazy le i tink.... nightmare of going back to the part where all my past the sad things really sux..... sux sux sux and sux....dun dare to slp anymore le....dunno when i'll die, and dunno when i cannot walk again...think i gonnna go for an operation soon le.... getting more and more diff to walk everyday de.
Sianz....no one carez about moi and dun wish so that pple do ba i hope...dun want to have another disappointed relationship again. Than think if like tat go on, i maybe really gonna buy a yatch soon and live there doing mi own fishing and stuffz...like to live a carefree life...next year i'll go and get the liscense for the boaty thingy le....so Wish moi luck ba!