Hmmm...house warming liaoZ the heat is on~ :D

Hmm...going to mi sister's new house at jurong west le...go there house warming liaoz le...nothing to do sia than go there see see...new house i haben see yet wor~ than sianz is night time still gotta work sia~!!! :| hope today at the company not tat busy can liaoz than can slack one corner le~ :P
Than 2 days although neber tok to jess liaoz le. hope shes doing okie ba...guess tat just leave it ba....dun do anything le...presents......... ...i also dunno wat to do wif it le...since she doesn't wan mi to gib her than i guess not ba~~ Than now trying to settle mi ½ done things. Than finish le i quiting mi job plus going study, find another job and learn dancing also liaoz le~~ kawaiii i wanna dance!~!~!~ ......hmmmmmm go house warming liaoZ le...SAyo~!

Dance my devils DANCE~!

HAHA...not bad today le...even issh be lightbulb go pei dan and joreen see movie, but now mi mood enlighten up liaoz....SHALL WE DANCE <-- this movie...shiok..Sweat~! power!~ its hot~! all go watch wor~ :D hehe..Think maybe i start going to dance class also~?~ seee the movie horrrr.....also wanna yo ah yo~~ lolx :P bleah~! hehehe
Than i concentrate on ddr(in the groove) than maybe go take lessons when i settle mi school and work all tat le :D~ yea~~~ but even mi leg cannot dance 2 much, i know mi limits but for mi passion, i am happy tats all i know i will be le~ :D sayo~!~!~ :D

Lonely as a koala bear

Hmmm...just now 10plus go out...to bugis. than to ps, than to bugis back again. than go home le. Played ddr alot till mi leg got problem i also heck care le..sianz...... Den feel like a koala bear hugging a tree as a loner liaoz...sianz ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn.....add on issh..now also dunno wat to do...i hurting mi self, but thinking on what i should do next even pressurize mi....beri hungry but no mood eat le...think later on meet dan than see got place to eat anot le...sianz...think i go kfc eat ba~ sayo~

Out alone....

Sianz...dunno what de hell am i doing...its all going wrong. Ya....i not bettter than anyone tats y jess dun wan mi, she only wan her bf. This sux. I dun wanna tok about it anymore. Think i go out alone again le..than night time go drink beer again ba...my life sux and rotz. y am i living so long for wat. hope i die earlier la.~
Dunno how to love again le. Just mi, mi hongkee and mi tiger once again. everyday i guess. Now i also dunno when really meet jess wat am i going to say le. .. .. .. .. .. haiz...wat ever, i'm out le~

Wah sianz...

Haiz...stupid mi put OT for wat leh...sianz si neh....than go see doctor than tat stupid guy dun gib mi my mc sia....haiz...y work OT also need mc sia~~ sianz si nehx~~ yesterday dunno wat happen sia..only know mi leg like suddenly break like tat...than whole body cannot move...than feel giddy all over le~
Than yesterday chat wif jess...althou 1min and 10secs...got hear her voice i happy enough le...wanna meet her today but stupid mi put OT lor...stupid stupid stupid mi.~! :| sianz...hope can meet her asap..miss her so much de. now also dunno how to sleep...10.32am le. Mi mind now having war again le...sianz..dun wanna write le..sayo~

Wah seh..

Sianz...first time tu lang at work sia...argh...feel beri the shag...do mi record again.... 5 mappings...than 4 in 2 hours plus time like tat~~ super busy sia..Than yesterday i abit tok rubbish i think, but i really miss her so. haiz...Wat to do when this happens....Today 31st le....1month when i met jess le....got something for her again, but dunno how to pass to her. Last week neber met her. hope next week can ba...
This week dunno got do OT work anot...i put thursday than friday and saturday off......so the time i still dunno she got anot to meet mi..beri the miss her now, now i at home nothing to do...see her online le...but thinking yesterday i toking rubbish...........haiz...i think i bath le than tok to her ba... Sayo`!

beri late le...

Sianz...now 5.22pm le...later have to go to work. Than still very tired and no mood now... just now the last thing i remmeber was jas sms mi that jess's bf comming to the outing .....i ji tao sianz than go back to slp le. haiz......i dun wanna feel jealous when i go. So better is i at home jealous. If see them outside i tink i dunno what i do and ½ way missing le. Sianzzz..
Now no appetitite to eat again.....see the fried rice at mi table here....put in mi mouth i also taste nothing. no one love me. i gotta physco myself again. Even if theres hope in me one day, But always its me whoes onesided. i hate meself for tat.

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Back at home le~

Now 10.54am le....just bath finish ...today go clementi, ginza play lan, arcade ...etc OH Ya....today a bit rushing...but a bit for nothing....morning i go collect mi cert at MOE, than rush down to jurong east....si bei stress than i dunno wat happen...only know now i got an mp3 player le... $ 188 dollars...dunno wat am i doing ....maybe my thinking is got music at less wun so stress after that techno~~
Than actually suppose to meet jess they all de...but canceled, than i go out alone, jio daniel out than rode in his bike go here and there...not bad la today...at least time is quite occupied le...Than now is waiting waiting waiting...dunno jess when will be home.. dun wanna disturb her...hope she have fun at her CCA the bbq.
Than now i roting at home again le...mi record haben break....max record is 5 day neber slp...now 3rd day le....so i dunno today can sleep anot. hope can ba...Now mi mind thinking of how and what i should do. Hope all goes smoothly le~

Sianz...at ginza lan shop....yesterday neber sleep...today outing wif jess canceled......hmm.....wish her happy times at her bbq ba... :| sianz...than now planning where to go...later maybe go chiong ...jio adrian out..since his last day in singapore.....hmmmm...than maybe have some fun tonight ba...hmmm hmmm hmmm....where should i go... MU, rush, china black or zouk and ...dunno le...sianz...

Anything sms mi ba...sayo !~!~!~!~